Many Days, less hours

The holidays were a total of 4 totally free days, counting the week ends but I did not do my homework. Perhaps it was because of my CCA which probably took away my mood of doing. I'm so corrupted during the holiday, I lost my homework, I forgot the last term work, I'm so tired out. I feel like dying although I should not. I believe I can pull myself the pieces of myself together in the next few days and most likely joint together after the SYF. I'm looking forward to having no CCA after the competition. It is so disturbing now that I've lost all, well maybe most of my homework. So I better be serious, my result of my life is in fate's hands.